my ambivalent attitude

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Lost this post accidentally but thought I should try to recall as much as possible to recover it, since it was not a long entry. So here it goes...

Watched I Not Stupid Too TV special, learnt of the term "Appreciative Teaching", certainly something for future or budding teachers to ponder on, including me, whose indecisiveness has caused my options to remain open. Do I want to spend 6 early years of my life doing research in exchange for money to complete my education? Do I really have the passion? There are so many questions burning inside me. I want to have a plan! (But then again, do I have what it takes to attain a scholarship?)

What an uneventful chu 7. No outings, no yusheng, and no live performance of Chingay. Only aimlessness and fear...

On this special day, may Buddha absolve mankind of all their sins!

scribbled at 8:00 PM